ascension

Everything has its role and its purpose.
We recall all our senses… purify all senses…
Remain light… not heavy.
Integrate and balance all energies.
Left & right, bad & good, up & down… it’s all the same… only relative to where the thought of each individual ideal is… beauty is beauty… all is beautiful… we are all life! The eyes are full of the intentions, hence the windows to the soul. All thoughts remain with our patterned iris. Our guts are the pathways to emotional release and is important to fuel our desire for life. Desire is important to the purpose of life. Without desire there is no reason to live. We are all crazy in the greatest of ways. And its true that divine consciousness does purify its environment. We are all already in heaven and in hell… consciousness within the microcosm of the body goes where the attention should be for the organism to heal itself. Do not resist pain, this is how pain is the key. There is comfort in the knowledge that this all shall pass. We are all geniuses! We are and always will be fulfilling the love of life as we continue to have all realizations revealed to us as we are ready. We are all in prep mode.. .kind of like high school for life… here we are and we have never felt anything like this before which is why we have done this. We had to go through suffering in order to get here, in order to remain humble, in order to receive messages of humility. We asked for all of this… the entire planet did. We learned from the ice age and from the great flood, which is all still happening in our parallelisms… but we turned it into emotional and spiritual so we could live in the physical continuously. This is cyclic existence! We are the ascension!
[Written August 2012]

The Decision of a Lifetime

As I’m walking down the narrow road
Carrying a heavy load
I see a break, behold
The road becomes two
Left or right is my inquisition
Now I tell you my position
I know to what is my decision
I will choose one
Left is wide and straight and clear
Right is crowded and full of fear
Hard is better, is what I hear
But I’m weak
I turn left and start the way
And I think to myself “what a pretty day”
I decide on this path to stay
Everything’s all right
Farther down this lonesome path
I begin feeling full of wrath
Then I start to do my math
Time for a hiatus
I lay down to go to sleep
In my dreams I slightly weep
When I wake, my soul I’ll keep
I turn around
Back to the break in the road
Still carrying now a heavier load
I choose the right, behold
I feel fear
As I walk this narrower trail
My fear is yet about to prevail
I know I must not fail
I push on
Through the brush I see a sight
Oh my God, what a light
What is this, I feel no fright
It is the end
The comfort I feel is overpowering
The load that I bear is now lowering
Surprisingly I feel not like cowering
I am enthralled.
[Written in 1998]

Obliviously Oneness

Negative entity living trying Prying crying but basically Sucking others into a black hole Vortex of apathy This body not trying to stop You from existing in peace So leave me be I just want to be happy If that is a threat Take your time and lust Somewhere else I operate from God's time Really it all comes down To the Law of One So if you must fuck with me Know that we are all in this together And so you too will come into the oblivion of Oneness
[Written January 8, 2013]

Heart Ponder

washing the watching eyes as we continue to play along in our little games with no names endlessly contemplating existence as ourselves as all selves. mixing verses sharing kisses and parallelisms running amidst the chemicals between us. feeling always the underlying current of times past culminating in the effervescent moment of the now. i know you know me as we know we are all in this together silently patiently perching on the sidelines of the universal stadium which is our life. the essence of each moment passes in our breaths as each inhale and exhale causes haziness in the air be it from extreme temperatures or the intake of tobacco, it's all the same. nonetheless the flow is constantly ever so persistently smooth and clear as understanding and appreciation grows. i thank you for being open and vulnerable and trusting through all the randomness life throws this way. i thank us for blind faith and jumping in even if it is somewhat hesitant and discombobulated. we all have our paths and ways of getting along in the world. we are all parts of a societal universal whole where heart speaks louder than mind as the heart grows fonder, the mind switches frequencies and harmonizes with the body and soul. beyond all concepts of happy, sad remaining in a clear state of neutrality searching for the reasons why it all matters wondering what really does matter.
[Written December 25, 2012]